sometimes i wonder,
who do ppl change?
and i really hated those who have changed
i hate it when ppl change,
and forget totally about me..
pri sch,
sec2,
sec school..
how many times have it been this way
i still remember the way i have been..
i wont trust anyone anymore
i wont have any friend anymore
i cant trust anyone,
i will only trust myself
but there will always be this someone/ ppl who open my heart again
but always when i opened my heart
and accept these friends
eventually they will be the one who shut it up again
its always this way
always!!
pri sch -- carol
sec2 --- meilan.xq,hs
sec4 -- ft ppl..
jc1 -- sec sch ppl
why is that everyone can move forward and i m the only one left behind?
idk it just make me very sad, when i started to think about
all the happy moments we had.
and the sadness last for years..
when something trigger off the memories,
its just so painful,
why is it that we can be once so close,
den after that, acting like strangers..
why is it that always when i mustered up all courage
to talk to u ppl, they will push me away
cold replies and etc
i really treasure all of them alot,
i love all of them as my friends.
its like they are the one standing beside me
when all those freaks dont..
why is it that a person can change so much
and honestly, i didnt expect myself to still be contact with susanti..
i thought i will lose contact with her 1st
but ironically, it was her that i keep contact with..
sometimes i wonder,
is it my fault??
after that i realise,
no matter wad,
one day we will all ended up alone
i hate it when i open my heart to another,
treasuring them as friends
but they ended up leaving u alone..
giving u cold shoulder.
i hate it when i say i wont open up anymore
but i still do
and ended up hurting myself.
i think that i m such a weakling.
such a loser.
for which, i m the only one who truly cares.....
