Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated
[Chorus]
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that
[Chorus]
So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away [3x]
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away [4x]
[Chorus]
Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...
rained @ 6:23 PM
april pls pass by quickly.
i m super tired
shagged ttm!
rained @ 9:46 PM
i dont really like the wallet :/
i feel so evil, so unappreciative.
sighs =.= my jc ppl should know
how am i when i m unappreciative.
lol
but i will still use the wallet.
well,
braun buffel wallet.
my mum damn cute
i said
mama i dont have so many cards to put in the slots
mum: want me lend u my cards to put?
aiya, i know! put the fo gui shi wu tiao la.
me: speechless.
HAHAHHAS omg freaking cute
rained @ 8:09 PM
i should forget about everything that happened this year
yeah, peace! too tired to hold any conflicts
or grudge.
as long as there's no more shit
i'm okay with it liao!
i think..
perhaps.
lol hahahahas
rained @ 6:59 PM
it's easier to be a sinner than a saint.
therefore i shall be a sinner. lol
i cant forgive and forget that easily la.
seriously.
sighs
kay peaceful j2 life! bye! (:
rained @ 6:56 PM
sighs
affected by what i just knew.
i'm dumb =.=
rained @ 4:47 PM
hahahas
I REALISE
I DONT NEED FEEL SORRY
for him at all!
cos he's a meanie too!
KAY tear away my diary pages!
:D
rained @ 2:01 AM
i'm really scared of being abandon behind
alone, in the dark..
p6 was outcasted because
one grp of my friend quarrel with another
they thought i was siding my another friend
sec2 ml,xq,hs
that idiot plus another guy friend.
sec 4 mabel, ft ppl
jc1, gna
jc2 the one i thought i was closest with
is nothing but a stupid spoilt brat and bitch
the one who backstabbed me the most.
rained @ 1:54 AM
he's an ass
there's nothing i should feel about.
yeah....
chi lit paper sucks ttm.
wrote only 6 pages.
others wrote 9,10
chem sucks.
argh fml
rained @ 1:42 AM
got myself a fucking 4cm scar. =.=
feel like a moron,
now not only i have the scar.
my hand hurts when i m writing.
how am i going write for the GP essay???!
=.=
i m an idiot.
zzzz
rained @ 5:51 PM
i'm hungry and angry! =.=
rained @ 6:25 PM
keep dreaming weird dreams
i wonder why :/
and it's all the things that i wanted in the past
or maybe subconsciously i still long for it?
rained @ 5:08 PM
vampire diaries has super awesome songs
rained @ 11:43 PM
sheesh, kay
errr summary of what happen these few days
sunday
EPIC FAILURE
it's like super boring
idk la
maybe just not interested talking to them anymore
maybe i'm just trying to get the wall up again
but heck, they are no longer my priority
that fucker call me fat and made fun of me blah
i was crossing my leg and he kick it
on purpose
idk, i feel like i'm being more serious now
at least to them
whatever joke he make
i cant be bothered
well maybe trying to act not bothered
i also dunno
but i was really annoyed.
sighs
oh ya
and they were so AA
wtf
dots i was so speechless
idk why sia
nowadays the guys =.=
one game only
walk one round think of actions to do
then all do those AA moves
then fb, weird guys
kay there's even one xiao didi. =.=
then those ppl randomly texting ppl to look for gf
when they are like 15-17?
=.=
what happens to sg guys
too desperate or what
rained @ 11:19 PM
a pic speaks a thousand words.
rained @ 7:39 PM
he's such a fucker,
seriously
bought a cake for him
want pass him
cos last min going out with susanti
scare cake spoil
he ask me where i m,
i ask him where he is
so i can pass him
he dont want
ask either i eat it on my own,
or send to hougang to give his parents
WTF la.
was really angry,
the next day still pretend nothing happen
fucker,
he totally dun think he's wrong
but well,
on the bright side i bought for zj and yj too
that durian cake ended up giving to warren
hahahas cos nothing do
then went city hall find warren poh!!
with susanti (:
walk to clarke quay
cos i insist of looking at the night lights
but also nothing much one
then took mrt to city hall
hahahas LOL
then took cab with warren and susanti back home
actually
for me what i need is just friends who are nice
straight forward,
i dont need surprises for birthday,
i dont need lots of humor, jokes
i just want them to be real
i dont understand why is it that they
can expect something from me
and i cant ask back anything from them
it's always this way
seriously, i dont even feel like talking to
those ppl anymore.
just wanna sit alone,
chill, relax. do everything in my own pace
i want to be myself.
i wanna talk and laugh and joke like how i did with 4d1 & 4c ppl
i wanna act like an idiot
i wanna act stupid
like how i am when i am with them
but those ppl,
it's not that they are perfect either
who are they to criticize me.
like seriously,
u are so fuck up urself too.
act cool de act cool
and what's with the act of putting baby powder on her face
what the shit la.
play game, win they say i scary
wtf u took all my property cards u say i scary
basically all 3 person aim for me
only me.
not saying those two,
but that precise one
still call me pamz somemore
fuck lurhh
knn is u guys ownself want leave earlier
push the blame to me
and pls lor, the richer one is the more stingy they will be
at 1st i thought, maybe just maybe
they are just following the puppeteer
u know, manipulated.
but well, after awhile i realised
it's their nature,
they can choose what to do what.
and what's with the $24 photo
what kind of loser will upload something
then like it.
fucking lame
HAHAHAHAS NOOB SHIT!
damn loser.
and, i believe one day
those who are super free will go try dig this blog link out
then start gossiping.
ask me out to talk things out
dont even fucking listen to me
still ask me explain for what
u are just putting up a show
for awhile
i really really wanted to talk things out
but seriously,
after that talk
i realise, there's nothing else to talk
nothing else to explain
u dun even fucking listen
u just think u will always be right.
rained @ 7:21 PM
